♥ Tuesday, May 6, 2008
about me.
He called last night at 2.30am.
We talked quite a bit. I could hear him sobbing silently through the phone as we spoke.
I was trying hard to hold back my emotions. But at the end waterworks started also lar. Fail betul.
A lot of drama went on.
After spending long hours spilling out our feelings, I finally manage to climb back to bed and tuck myself to sleep at 6 am.
Woke up at 9am. I didn't go to college thinking that it will be more productive to stay home and study for my up coming exams which also spells H.E.L.L.
Daddy manage to drop me off in the afternoon at Bangsar Village so that I could hit the gym.
I was just sitting down in a corner thinking and I realised how silly I was when I was a little girl.
I used to think that all the news report on TV were like drama series.
Mommie kept saying that everything on TV is not real and they are just stories. So I just stupidly assumed even the news were not real too. I used to imagine that if the TV station decides to cook up a story about an earthquake, they just have to press the "earthquake" button and an earthquake news will show up. I remember thinking to myself..
"How is it possible to have so many disastrous phenomena
happening around us?"
Then as I grew older.. I've began to learn about sexuality.
When I was around the age of 7.. I thought sex can only be done at night where everyone is sound asleep. "Well..in movies people always have sex at night wut!!" that's what I thought.
I used to think that couple who wants to have sex would set their alarm clock so that they can wake up on time in the middle of the night to enjoy sex.. gosh. I just can't believe how stupid I was.
Then there were a bunch of my primary school friend who came up with their own theory . According to them, in order to make a girl to get pregnant, both guy and girl have a certain dress code to follow before going to bed. (Walao. Like going to prom like that!)
The guy is suppose to wear only his shorts without his underwear and the girl is supposed to wear an over sized shirt without her bra and only her undies. So yea, by sleeping together they will end up having a baby.
And there I was.. stupidly memorizing the stupid dress code as if it was some kinda Mathematical formula. Seriously lor.. "what if I want to get pregnant next time.. must apply the formula wan."
But nowadays got new formula already.
Add the bed.
Subtract the clothes.
Divide the legs.
Multiply the babies.
Equals to 9 months of pain, 1 hour of pleasure.
Confirm get A1.
I've got a lot of stupid things on my mind when I was younger. hahaha..
I just wish things were simpler in life.
