♥ Saturday, May 31, 2008
blank. Stare cock.
I had everything planned out.
I called and messaged almost everyone I know to enquire about the price of the present I wanted to get you. I got Juney and Graeme to drive me all the way to Low Yat plaza to get the present but only to find out that I was messaging them at 2 in the morning calling the plan off. Yet they were so nice to tolerate with my indecisive mind.
I doubt if you even remember what occasion it was for.
I remembered wishing you " Happy 1st Year anniversary, dear! "
And all I got was an " Okay " as a icy cold reply.
No idea why did I even stayed so long to come to this far.
All I did was to ask you to go on a vacation with me and you made a big fuss about it and made me decide to pick between you or my friend. It all started and ended with a break up... on our 1st year anniversary day.
I apologized and tried to patch things back. But you think you were so cool and rejected me.Fine.
"Friends last forever, but lovers don't." That was what I told you. And I am sticking with my decision. At least my friends remember my birthday and they don't make me cry.
This post is so pathetic.