♥ Friday, March 21, 2008
blame me for your broken heart.
Daddy came knocking on my door this morning. "Oh my god larh!" I screamed as I hopped out of bed. Dammit! Late... fucking late... Classs started at 8 a.m and I woke up at 9 a.m.. Rushed my ass off to college and 2 minutes after I entered class, Ms Charmaine said it was time for us to go. *bah!* Fucking waste my time. Grrrrrr.. The worst part was I had no class after that!!!! So basically I woke up and rushed to college for fucks.
Met Juney after my class and she accompanied me to RHB bank to settle some stuff. Then we hung out at the mamak stall as I waited for boyfriend to fetch me back from college.
I've been hearing stuff about me saying that I have been neglacting everything including my studies.
Yes, I don't deny. But again, why am I the only victim of this? Not like I don't know my mistakes. Not like I never try to put in any effort to straighten things up.
I did! I did all I could. I admit I wasn't trying hard enough. But at least I did try.
Someone said I had changed from bad to worse and I can actually do way better with my results.
You must be joking right?
How would a person know how hard I have been studying? Just because I go out often with the boyfriend doesn't mean I don't burn the midnight oil and study my ass off.
What about the rest? Why can't they see other people's mistakes? I know a few people who used to be super holy who only talks about nothing else but god. But how suprised I was to find out they drink and moreover get drunk more often than I do!
I know a person who used to hate people who smokes and took smoking as a taboo. Look what happend now, the person started smoking like a chimnny and even hangs out till late night.
I myself seldom drink, smoke or even hang out till late night. Most of the time I'll be back home even before 11p.m.
So the conclusion is, as long as you score good grades in your examination, you are allowed to drink till you get drunk, smoke till you die and hang out till the sun rises the next day? Is that so?
What a pity.
gawd... If that is true, maybe I should blame my parents for teaching me the wrong thing.
Anyway, it is Good Friday today so I don't wanna bitch too much.
After fetching me from college, boyfriend drove me to BSC and then met up with his uncle Bobby and Arnold because Arnold wanted to enquire about HELP college. After having lunch with them @ TTDI we had to rush home because I had to attend church for Good Friday.
Tiring day.
I gotta run now! tata~
