<♥> Tonight I celebrate my love for you

♥Lolipops.♥

♥ Monday, March 31, 2008
sing a sad song just to turn it around.

Boyfriend sits quitely as I went around doing my shopping.

Boyfriend once told me.
"You walked into my life."
I rolled my eyes and mumbled back .
"Yeah right...I think I walked out of mine."

I think I've practically gone insane dealing with all this nonesense that is causing my pathetic life to collapse.
Definitely not PMS-ing.

Just say we count out the few bad days I had, today is equally horrible.
I remembered someone used to tell me shits like " Oh don't worry, don't cry because it happened, instead smile because it is finally over."
Gah. I think so not.

First my stupid hand phone died on me. It is totally K .O now. I can't even click on the menu button or even check my contacts. Looks like I've got to get a new phone.

Then I went over to the bank to change my ATM password and after trying a few times my card got deactivated. gah! blardy hell la.

I'm so malas to update. will find a day to blog again!

Loved at 5:47 AM

♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008
Club hopping.

This is a super duper delayed post.

Last Saturday, Juney, Vern, Hari, Prasad, Phrav and I went for Speedzone @ KL Tower. Speedzone is a rave party and the event is held once every year.Since I didn't manage to go last year so I thought it was a good idea to catch it this year.

*bah*

I was so blardy wrong.
First of all.. it was raining so heavily that the cold wind almost froze me to death. And we had to fucking queue up in the rain to buy the fucking tickets.
Tiu.
My pretty glitter shoes were soaked in ugly disgusting mud okay!!!
After paying 33 bucks for nuts.. we were only given a bottle of mineral water! Blardy hell lor. No alcohol where can!!!
Mahai..We didn't pay so much to drink some water that came from our toilet bowls lor..
And the worst of all.. The music was so horrible that all of us just stood and stoned while the other underage kids were busy dancing their ass off. God dammit. They must be so fucking tone deaf that when I fart they think I'm singing. Tsk. * roll eyes*
Kidos.

I tried to layan the songs but just couldn't!

We left with disappointment after an hour standing in there with some stupid loud music.
*Sigh.*

Me and Juney @ Speedzone

The guys suggested to hop over to heritage row and was supposed to chill at Maison that night. While waiting for the rest to reach heritage, I was busy layaning the radio when I heard the queue to call Fly Fm to redeem free complementary passes to Lunar Bar .

I suddenly had this urge to call up the radio station and grab those tickets. So yea.. bla bla bla..Long story short.. I called up and surprisingly manage to get through and they gave me 4 complementary passes to Lunar that night itself! Juney and Vern were so shocked because they didn't realise I had made the phone call. Dumb dumbs.

Too busy layaning each other that they neglected me.

*sobs*

So yea.. Drove over to Lunar and manage to bring all 6 of us in free!!!

Lunar was awesome! The view from up there was magnificent! Overlooking the whole KL at night was just so beautiful and there was a pretty pool beside the bar. The DJ was so hot I can die.

We were like the youngest there lor...

Me and Juney@ Lunar Bar.

Prasad,me,Juney,Vern and Phrav.

Yea, I didn't drink much because I had work the next day and I had to drive back home that night. After Lunar, we then hopped over to Heritage to chill for a bit before heading home.

It was so sweet for Hari, Prasad and Phrav to escort me all the way home and made sure I drove home safely! Thanks guys. Muacks.

One more thing! My nephew who is 2 years older than me just got married last year and here is a picture of him and his cute lil baby!!!

I have yet to see the baby personally yet.

The baby look so adorable lor..

"Jie, come and see the baby's picture."
"eeeekkk... so cute!!! Like monk only leh!!"

correct right? like monk lor!!!

Anyway.. gotta put some sugar under my pillow now for sweet dreams! Tata~

Loved at 8:17 AM

♥ Friday, March 21, 2008
Too late to aplogize.

I'm sorry if my previous post had caused a stir.
I'm sorry I didn't pick up the phone or replied any message because I was sleeping.
No party have to apologize for it.
It wasn't meant to hurt or offend anyone.
Do not point fingers at anyone. It wasn't a secret so do not blame the person who told me.
No party have to deny it. No party have to bring this topic up anymore.
My blog has always been a place where I pour out all my feelings.
Whether it is about happy stuff or sad stuff.
I didn't use any vulgar words in my previous post because I wasn't even angry at anyone. I knew my mistakes and I don't deny them.
There is no conflict needed to determined who is right and wrong.
I really don't mind the criticism.
It is better I know the truth.

Loved at 5:17 PM

♥
blame me for your broken heart.

Daddy came knocking on my door this morning. "Oh my god larh!" I screamed as I hopped out of bed. Dammit! Late... fucking late... Classs started at 8 a.m and I woke up at 9 a.m.. Rushed my ass off to college and 2 minutes after I entered class, Ms Charmaine said it was time for us to go. *bah!* Fucking waste my time. Grrrrrr.. The worst part was I had no class after that!!!! So basically I woke up and rushed to college for fucks.

Met Juney after my class and she accompanied me to RHB bank to settle some stuff. Then we hung out at the mamak stall as I waited for boyfriend to fetch me back from college.

I've been hearing stuff about me saying that I have been neglacting everything including my studies.
Yes, I don't deny. But again, why am I the only victim of this? Not like I don't know my mistakes. Not like I never try to put in any effort to straighten things up.
I did! I did all I could. I admit I wasn't trying hard enough. But at least I did try.

Someone said I had changed from bad to worse and I can actually do way better with my results.
You must be joking right?
How would a person know how hard I have been studying? Just because I go out often with the boyfriend doesn't mean I don't burn the midnight oil and study my ass off.

What about the rest? Why can't they see other people's mistakes? I know a few people who used to be super holy who only talks about nothing else but god. But how suprised I was to find out they drink and moreover get drunk more often than I do!
I know a person who used to hate people who smokes and took smoking as a taboo. Look what happend now, the person started smoking like a chimnny and even hangs out till late night.
I myself seldom drink, smoke or even hang out till late night. Most of the time I'll be back home even before 11p.m.

So the conclusion is, as long as you score good grades in your examination, you are allowed to drink till you get drunk, smoke till you die and hang out till the sun rises the next day? Is that so?
What a pity.
gawd... If that is true, maybe I should blame my parents for teaching me the wrong thing.

Anyway, it is Good Friday today so I don't wanna bitch too much.
After fetching me from college, boyfriend drove me to BSC and then met up with his uncle Bobby and Arnold because Arnold wanted to enquire about HELP college. After having lunch with them @ TTDI we had to rush home because I had to attend church for Good Friday.
Tiring day.
I gotta run now! tata~

Loved at 5:02 AM

♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008
Kena saman

*I pray that we make it through.

Make it through the fall, make it through it all.

I don't want to fall into pieces. I just want to sit and stare at you.

I don't want to talk about it. Because I'm in love with you.*

Amanda prolly gonna come screaming at me until all her saliva drys up after reading this post.
Not because I slept with her boyfriend.muahahahaha

But because I didn't ditch my boyfriend. AGAIN.
But I swear I did try!! We did talk about it. I did tell him I need time off for myself. But things never end up the way I wanted it to be.Maybe, I'm not ready after all.

Oh well... Sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time!
Boyfriend has been sleeping over at my place for the past 2 days. And last night I went over to his place to sleep over instead.
We've been going to Toy City and Toys'R'Us so often lately and both of us even signed up as members with a joint account. =.=" The only thing boyfriend checks out are stupid Ferrari cars and stupid Ferrari transporter truck and stupid transformers.
Can die.
Why can't they look at something more fun like Barbie dolls or my little pony or my little pet house?
I got so frustrated looking at all those stupid robotic toys that I told him,

"Next time I dowan to give birth to a son!!! I don't care lor, if come out son I sure throw into the longkang until I give birth to a girl lor!!!"

I told boyfriend that robots and cars are super duper stupid toys because all you do is push it around and move parts of the robot's body. He gave me a cock stare and stared preaching how valuable all the toys are..

Yada yada..Seriously!!! You don't even use you brain to play them unlike Lego or Scrabble.

This morning when boyfriend and I were on our way back from his place after having lunch at Bangsar Village, suddenly we met a roadblock. Luckily boyfriend's reaction was fast enough to tell me to put on my seat belt and pretended everything was alright.Suddenly a policeman waved and instructed us to pull over.
Boyfriend winded down the car window and asked what was his offence.

" Mintak IC dan lesen memandu encik."
"Apa kesalahan saye?"
" Had laju kat sini ialah 80km/j tapi encik bawak 93km/j. Sudah lebih 13 km/j."
" Tak.. saye sumpah. I tak buat salah pon!"
"Encik bawak lebih 13! Kena saman 300 ringgit tau!"
"Ape kesalahan saye? Saye tak buat pun!!'

The policeman kept emphasizing that we will kena 300 ringgit saman. Boyfriend refused to bribe him and insisted we didn't do anything wrong. After a long conversation, the policeman just walked away without even giving us any saman slip and another policeman instructed us to move on. Watafak!! All they wanted was bribery.. thinking that we are youngsters and able to bully us.. terrible!!!

So much for their slogan " CEPAT, BETUL DAN MESRA."
Correct wut.
Bila kamu buat salah mereka cepat cepat datang saman kerana mereka selalu betul. Bila bagi rasuh mereka cepat cepat bersikap mesra.
Now I know why it make sense.

Tsk.

Loved at 5:52 AM

♥ Monday, March 17, 2008

Sorry I had to take off the previous post.
Gahhhh!!
I can't believe I'm having conflicts with myself.
So retarded la!

Loved at 5:04 PM

♥ Friday, March 14, 2008
The sun rises.

Today was daym pei lah!
I was so hard working for the first time to stay back to attend my replacement class but the class ended up being canceled! tiu.
I wasted 4 hours of my life doing nothing in college. 4 hours leh!! That is like enough time to even grow your own taugeh!!!

Waited for Juney's class to dismiss and traveled home together with her. Both of us were talking about how silly guys (or more like our boyfriends) are when they think that cars actually have feelings. *swt*

O.o

' You know what? I told Vern how funny it was about what Dom said about cars having feelings.'
'hahaha. omfgbbqabc. Then what Vern said?'
'He stared at me seriously and said,NOT FUNNY OK. CARS DO HAVE FEELINGS!'

O M G ... Someone should go slap the sense hell out of their brains man~! It is a fucking car la! Not your blardy girlfriend!
First boyfriend was telling me about how smart his car was and was able to think by itself because it has a brain on its own. -.-
Then he started talking to his car. -.-
Next he was pampering his car and refused to drive it out. -.-

' My car need to manja wan. Then only can go faster.'
' GOOD. Next time you go marry your car can already. If you need to fuck, please kindly use the exhaust pipe.'

Watafak right? In that case, everybody have not need to fix turbo already. Just bring your car to bed and hug it to sleep, then next morning it will miraculously run faster than a Ferrari.

Anyway, I'm off to meet up with Nina!! Me miss her much much!
Love, xoxo.

Loved at 1:48 AM

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008
Results sucked the cock.

What's new?

I've finally received my A-Levels results.Nothing to be proud of . *seriously* Results were just plain suck-cock horrible!!! Maybe if they had a Sucking Cock course, I might just excel in it. Tsk. Don't want to talk about it lah. Daym saddening lor.

Boyfriend was nice enough to fetch me from college on Monday to do shopping for my new shoes for work. We walked around the whole Sunway Pyramids just to search for a pair of fucking black heels. I just didn't know it was farking hard to find a pair of black heels lor!! My legs almost broke into a million pieces due to too much walking.Finally found a pair from NOSE but they ran out of stock so we went over to get it from the One Utama branch..
He stayed over that night and we cooked spaghetti for supper at 3a.m. and ended up having stomach ache the next morning. Swt. =.="

MUST BE THE COOKING!

@#*!!!??%$!#

I started work yesterday at Bangsar Village. The doink doink boyfriend wanted to watch the Singaporean movie-Ah Long Ptd. Ltd. before my work starts and almost made me late for work!!! I like my job so far larrrr.. Boyfriend was so sweet to stay there and wait for me from the minute I started work until the last minute my work ended. =)

*muacks dear!*

All because the supervisor wasn't around so he was allowed to hang out with me while I work.* kekeke =) kekeke.* After work, Boyfriend and I went for our late dinner and then he put up a night at my place.

Since he was being so nice. I shall post a picture of him acting as a cute la-la mui.

This picture somehow reminds me of those ham-sap Japanese Soldier who ruled Malaya.keke.-.-

Woke up this morning and I cooked breakfast for him. He dropped me off college and I spent the rest of the day with my stupid college mates. =p Celine actually passed me a ticket to attend an event 'THIS IS LOVE' organised by Nike. It is the largest all women event in Malaysia!! And YUPS! I'm definitely going for it. Get to party with superstar Che'nelle as well!! *double yay* After college Omar was nice enough to fetch me back and here am I blogging about it.

Amanda stupid. =p

Boyfriend was telling me what happened via MSN when he asked for extra allowance from his daddy just now...

' I ask him for 600 bux, then he bising.'
' LOL'
' You know what he gave me?'
' What?'
' A tight slap on the back of my head until my knowlegde all came out.'
' ......so now you become stupid adi la?'
' NO! Still smart. Because I have THAT much of knowledge in
me.'

Super perasan can die dot com. I don't know where he get all his lame jokes. Maybe I should get him a bottle stopper for his birthady present so that he can stuff them in his ears. Then his knowledge won't flow out even when his dad smacks his head!

I better go get studying for my criminal law mocks tomorrow and stop talking cock!

Love, tata~

Loved at 5:24 AM

♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008
Dumb Dumd Boyfriend

I hate to state the word BOYFRIEND in my every post!

Makes me feel like as if I'm stew-peed-ly, hopelessly, madly in love with him. *I don't deny* But I can't help it because we spend practically everyday, every minute, every second doing things together. So here goes again.....

I was supposed to sleep over at Juney's place last night but my parents kena some random psycho attack and objected my idea..*sigh* So instead, the BOYFRIEND came over and put up a night at my place.

Woke up the next morning and went out for our super late breakfast, or rather brunch because by the time we met up with Juney, Vern, Jolene and Graeme @ Pizza Hut, boyfriend and I were so bloated like balloons and couldn't eat nomore!!

How I miss my stupid friends.

Shortly after hanging out with them, I had to rush to Bangsar Village for my job interview!!! Gosh. I was 30 minutes late!!*tsk tsk* bad bad impression I gave. And for the first time... I DROVE TO BANGSAR!!!! I was so late for the job interview that we didn't have the time to go back to my place to take boyfriend's car but instead took mommie's car.

I didn't dare to drive at first, but the donkey boyfriend kept insisting'

Yerrrr... I don't dare. Scaredddddd..'
'YOU HAVE TO LEARN!!!'

soooooo.. I had to force myself to drive to Bangsar! goshhh.. you should seen how much he complained about my driving. This not right, that not right.He kept telling me how scary my driving is!!! Hmmmpphhhh!!!

#*!!??!!$#

He kept shouting at me...

'Brake! Brake! Brake! Press the brake la!!!'
'Change gear la!! Change now!'
'Balance your clutch la!'

*faints*

I would like to take back my words on saying how lucky I am to have a boyfriend like him.

Finally, I couldn't tahan anymore...

'CAN YOU PLEASE NOT CRITICIZE MY DRIVING ANYMORE? SO STRESSFUL LA.YOU
DON'T LIKE IT YOU GET OUT!!!'

wahhh.. like hero. kekeke.

Anyway, I was 30 minutes late for the job interview but luckily the woman was nice enough.hehe. YUPS! I got the job.

Oh! oh! And I saw really nice colourful cupcakes at Bangsar Village!! Just couldn't resist them and bought them! Just so adorable!

*so cuttteeee*

I just wish to keep those cupcakes and don't eat them!!

On the way back home, our car's petrol was runnig real low. So I stopped at a petrol kisok,

'Dear.. can you please help me to fill up the petrol?'
'NO! Fill yourself.'
'Harrrr.. But I don't know how.'
'Learn la!'

No. seriously lor! I really dunno how to fill up the petrol tank..

*slaps own head*

I was super scared lor.SERIOUSLY!

Thousand of psycho thoughts ran through my mind.

What if the petrol spill all over me if I do it wrongly?
What if I do it wrongly and blow up the whole petrol kiosk?
Then I go blind.
Then it will burn my face.
Then no one will marry me!!!!!
Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!

okay lar..

Luckily there was this nice malay worker at the petrol kiosk who was nice enough to help me fill up the tank lor.

*phewwwwww*

He was being so polite and kept smiling at me.

Now that nothing happened to me,somebody will still marry me.. kekeke.

Gotta run for now! Laterrrrr..

Loved at 5:09 AM

♥ Thursday, March 6, 2008
Silence kills.

LONELY.

Urh. Yeah. That is probably how I'm feeling right now. *bah*
I'm all alone in the college library surrounded by tons of unknown human burying their head under their books. Its so quite here that when I open my mouth, it makes me feel like a loudspeaker.
oh whatever.

My class ended at 10am but it is already 1pm and I'm still patiently waiting for the useless boyfriend to pick me up.He promised to fetch me at 12pm ok!!!! I called him for more than 10 times and yet he hasn't pick up his phone because he is still sleeping. He is blardy testing my patient I tell you!
I don't care. When he comes later... I'm so gonna throw a humongous bitch fit campaign.
I will not friend him anymore and I don't want to talk to him and won't even think of touching that filthy pig!!!! *heh*

Oh well, luckily I'm in a good mood today because the weekend has finally arrived and I'm going for a job interview at Bangsar Village later on at 6pm! I've got no idea why did I even sign up for it. I mean, I wasn't even taking it seriously! =X
Somehow I'm feeling abit grumpy today. Blame myself for sleeping at 4am last night knowing that I've gotta wake up at 7.30am for class the next day. Curse blogger! I stayed up the whole night editing my blogskin!!!My eyes are like panda's eyes right now @.@

hurmmmm.... Since I've got all the time in the world.. I shall blog about what I did yesterday.
Yesterday was daym sway okay! I ter-forgot to bring my handphone to college which made me feel like a handicap person.
I had my accounts mocks yesterday speaking of which I practically screwed the whole thing up. I only manage to finish up 1 and the half questions in which 70% of it contains chemically active bullshits. *uh-huh*.
I tumpang-ed June's car home because she drove to college but I ended up following her all the way to Bangi to fetch her beloved bgoyfriend,Vern. kekeke. Daym semangat lor she. Have to go through all the traffic jams and long journey to fetch him back. *salute*
Again I'd love to announce how lucky I am to have my boyfriend. Because he's rather die than to let me fetch him around which also means I don't have to drive him around!!!!! =D wakkakaka.

Aights. The Librarian is chasing me off. He said time is up for me! I can't use this comp anymore.!!

*cherrrrssss*

Love. xoxo

Loved at 8:35 PM

♥ Monday, March 3, 2008
shopping malls out of stock.

Boyfriend and I went to Sunway Pyramid on Thursday. Watched a movie - Playboy cops. *p/s: got hawt guys!*
We had a fight over which movie to watch.Seriously lor.. guys are very very stupid.
First he asked me to suggest which movie to watch and I told him I wanted to watch 'martian child'. I kept insisting on watch 'martian child' but he ended up buying tickets for playboys cop. STUPID.

I was really pissed lor!!! Tiu. If don't want to watch the movie I had suggested, WHY EVEN BOTHER TO FUCKING ASK WHAT MOVIE I WANT TO WATCH, right?!!!! Guys got no brains!!!!!!! So typical.
After movies he came over and put up a night at my place.

Friday,
Boyfriend brought me to Mid Valley to make up with me because he knew I wanted to watch 'martian child' so badly can die. Unfortunately no more tickets. So we ended up watching 'Vantage Point'. We went over to the Gardens.Boyfriend put up another night at my place again.

Saturday,
Laze at home the whole day with the boyfriend and my family. It was rainy and the weather was soOoooOo niceeee.. June didn't sound too good and so she came over to my place and hang out with us. I'm glad shes all okay now! =) At night boyfriend and I went to Asia cafe to chill with his friends. I so FUCKING didn't know they wanted to watch footie lor. I kena con.

I KENA CON!!! *@#*!!!!?*@!!!

I blardy hate footie lor. But I still watch anyway. I don't understand why millions of DUMB people even bother to watching 22 idiots running around chasing a small tiny ball. =.="

Sunday,
Boyfriend and I brought mommie and lil brat to Sunway Pyramids to do some shopping. Iamsolazytotypesomemore.

kekekkekke. aiyar.. will blog later!

Loved at 2:00 AM