<♥> Tonight I celebrate my love for you

♥Lolipops.♥

♥ Saturday, September 29, 2007
I tried to give birth.

I had a gawd daym nightmare last night!!
Sumpah freaky.. *yikes*

I dreamt that I was freaking pregnant!
Freaking freaky. Even Celine was in my freaky dream and she was freaking pregnant!
I was almost going to due when we were all lepaking at some mamak stall.
Then suddenly my water bag burst and I shouted,

" oh shit! My water bag burst I think I'm going to give birth now!!"

Everyone (I dont even remember who they were!) then rushed me to the hospital which was few steps away from the mamak stall. Stupid. It doesn't even make sense can onot?!
And guess what?
I bumped into Celine and she was about to give birth too!!!
And the best part was the hospital was FREAKING OPEN AIR!!! *rolls eye*
Yes, We had to give birth in tents. -.-' *shhesshhh*
I remembered the nurse kept telling me to push! PUSH!
I couldn't feel any pain though so I've decided to ask her.

' Push? how to push?'
'JUST PUSH LA!' she shouted at me.

-.-
Right..

'Just shut up and PUSH bitch.'

I told myself.
But no matter how much I pushed the baby just wouldn't come out.
*like durh. Its just a dream. what you expect,Bitch?*
I kept pushing and pushing.. No pain. No babi. oh I meant Baby.

After a while I saw Celine being push out and she was carrying her baby and was allowed to go home. SHE CAN FUCKING WALK ALREADY while I was still pathetically trying to deliver.
After trying in vain for half an hour.(that is what the nurse told me). I think the baby died in me. It was still stuck in my womb. Since it didn't want to come out, I stood up, thank the nurse and walked home.

'hurmmss.. I'll just drop by the hospital again some other time and go for
an operation to take the dead baby out lar.'

I just FREAKING WALK OFF without giving a FREAKING DAMN!! -.-

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Loved at 8:02 PM

♥ Friday, September 28, 2007
We not so cina people.

Last Tuesday was mooncake festival. So we few cute little chinese people decided to gather up to play with fire and burn a few lanterns and candles.
It was sorta a last minute thingy.

The pretty lantern and the perfect moon.

We were all busy yakking and yakking and more yakking when suddenly someone popped up the question asking how did the mooncake festival came about.

' It is about two lovers or something like that.'

Someone said.
And being the kepo me.. I thought I knew the story.. so I excitedly shouted

'oh oh! I know I know!'
'errrkkk.. I think......erkkk..'

suddenly I realised that I don't know anything. -.-"
Aiyar.. we all failed as Chinese people la.. betul betul memalu-fying kan.. tsk tsk..
We all not Cina enough laaaarrr..
Can't speak a chinese dialact is bad enough and now we don't even know our own traditional festival!!!The only thing we know about mooncake festival is

To light up lanterns
To burn lanterns
To eat mooncakes
To light up candles
And the moon is a full moon
To cause massive pollution due to open burning
And last but no least. make alot of noise and wake the whole neighbouthood up.

Us. Very-not-so chinese people.

Graeme. Fungie. Nikita.Graeme and Nikita.

June and Jolene

Juney. Mitch. Jojo

Me. Alvin. Jolene

And we found a kelip kelip too that night! It was so pretty!!! Too bad it flew away the moment Alvin try to catch it. All Alvin's fault! He got face problem. =p

Loved at 2:50 AM

♥ Friday, September 21, 2007
So mengade add on gedikness.

It was 3am and I was happily bouncing around in dreamland when suddenly my mobile rang and sucked me back into reality.

Woke up. *blinking hard*
strained my eyes to checked the number on the screen. It was the ex boyfriend.

' sheesshh..What the hell he wants now?'

I mumbled to myself as I pressed the 'silent' button, ignored the call and went back to sleep.

Moments later....
the phone rang again.
With a rather grumpy mood I decided to pick up the call.

Me: ummm.. what you want?
Ex: Why so slow only pick uo the phone?!! Why don't you pick up next
year?!!!!! USELESS!!
Me: ............................ o.O
ewah ewahh.. banyak lawa muke.. can call me 3a.m knowing that I'm asleep and shouted at me because it took me too long to pick up?
very nice.. BASTARD.
At least I was nice enough to pick up the call and daym layan ok!!!

And finally I couldn't tahan..

Me:So you called me at this hour just to tell me how USELESS I
am? To question me why I haven't been calling you for the past
few days? and if I still love you? To tell me you are going out with someone else..AND WORST OF ALL WANTING ME TO DO
YOUR ASSIGNMENT FOR YOU?!
Ex: erk.. noooo...
Me:Then what you want?!!! O.o

-.-
Some people just love to make your life miserable. They just can't stand seeing you moving on better off then them. ahak! =p
C'mon la.. what does everything he said has got to do with me?

N.O.T.H.I.N.G

Loved at 11:24 PM

♥
College freaks.

It is finally FRIDAY!
No stress. No getting stuck in the jam and no more studying!
For the next two more days at least. wakakaka.

Today was Sahil's big day because he was running for the treasurer post in some A levels stuff.
We were all there to support him.
Been campaigning for the past few days pasteing posters and walking around like dumb fools all over the building wearing sandwich card boards . I even had this

" I'm assuring my vote for Sahil and make sure you do so. Vote for
Sahil."

kinda tag paste all over my body and on my bag! geezzzzz..
We even choreograph our dressing today! all Sahil's supporter wore WHITE! =)

Yes I know what you are thinking. But i was SERIOUSLY WEARING MY SKIRT UNDER THAT JERSEY!

Shakira would prolly kill me for writing that caption down. =p

The end. Sahil didn't get the post. But we had fun =p

Loved at 4:07 AM

♥ Thursday, September 20, 2007
poke me through.

P/s: Please do not puke.

Yikes. I don't know how this picture turned out this way. But I actually like it! haha. Tho it looks NOTHING like me. =p
Trying to act cute is super tiring. ****** Not my kinda thang ya knaw. =X

Daddy dropped me off for college this morning. It was in the car and was dead silent and I was superb bored. My mind started to wonder and *ting ting ting* something IMPORTANT popped up my mind.

urmmmm.. daddyyyyy....
What? *gave a cock stare*
urm.. was just wondering if.. I can get my nose pierced?
WHAT?! YOU INDIAN AH NOW?
Pierce nose only what.. whats so Indian about that? And it is nice!
Where got nice? I've noticed something about you.. you like piercing. You
pierce everywhere!
Where gooootttttt???
Look at your ear and navel!
But piercings makes me happy.. =(

Okay. It didn't stopped there.. I kena a kaw kaw long lecture about that la.. That conversation totally ruined my mood. Shouldn't have asked. I'm getting it no matter what!! I want I want and I WANT! I'll do anything to get what I want.
I've told mommy about it before.

' You pierce and see la.. No more allowance for you.'

harrrr??? Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Kennnnnnnnoooooooooooooootttttttttttt..
Where can like that blackmail me wan!
I'll die weh if got no money!!
But I don't care. Die die larh!

Loved at 8:35 AM

♥ Tuesday, September 18, 2007
chilis burnt my pocket.

Sorry for the late post. And for not updating =)

Here we go.
Last Sunday KenJon planned out a get-together dinner cum birthday party for all September babies at Chilis@ Midvally. And being the kepo me.. I've decided to tag along. wkakakak.
Too lazy to blog.. so lets just make the pictures do the talking. =)

The one and only picture of me. In the middle with two hot chick! =p

The end. The outing was like a bunch of high skul kids going on a field trip! serious weh... plus we were so bored that we explored Toy'r'us.. so kid-ish! -.-" I think we all had a sad childhood.. lol..

And oh oh! Sorry Pohyei.. didn't take a picture of you coz you came late and I totally forgot about it! Sorry.. =( next time kay!

Lastly..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL SEPTEMBER BABIES!!!

*muakcs muacks. lovinggs*

Loved at 8:44 AM

♥ Sunday, September 9, 2007
Cold lost soul.

Every morning I wake up. Counting days he hasn't call.

Every time the phone rings, I silently hope it would be him.

We didn't talk.

It has been 5 days and still counting.

I miss him.

Been calling him for the past three days. He hasn't been picking up.

He has been avoiding. I don't know why.

So I stopped calling.

So mean. Why want to end it so harsh when I thought we could at least remain as friends?

He left me broken with words unspoken.

I manage to survive till today without shedding a tear.

I try to distract myself from thinking..

Like living in a body without soul. A lost soul.

Someone has to shake me and bring me back to reality.

Loved at 6:18 AM

♥ Thursday, September 6, 2007
Poking god's butt.

I'm down with a sore throat itching all day long and a slight cough and I sense a fever on the way.
Bastard.

It was after college and I ran to the wash room because I was having a terrible cough. Oh you know.. those nonstop cough where you keep coughing and coughing yet struggling to breath until your eyes get all watery and teary.
I coughed so hard that I almost vomited. And suddenly my classmate Amanda came running into the toilet screaming..

Michelle, are you in there? Are you ok?
Yea. I'm fine.. Just a terrible cough. I almost vomited.
Harrrr?? How come? Pregnant is it? *worried stare*
0.O
Noooooo!!! Just a cough only wut.. choi.. wun get pregnant wan larh!!

walao.. since when cough can get pregnant wan?! *touch wood* hahaha..
and oh oh! My class is full of cute innocent people.. When ever we all get together and talk we'll always end up in a sex topic. and I mean EVERY TIME. And surprisingly they can come up with fantastic ideas.

S: Oh you know, when you have sex.. the guy is suppose to break the wall right?
Me: Oh.. you mean hymen izzit? =.="
S: ah.. yaya.. wall oso larh.. and the girl will bleed.
Z: eiyerrrrr.. how much blood?
V: Like two full bottles of chillie sauce!!
Z: Serious??!! so muchh.. harrr.. I'm so scared..
Me: Wtf.. where go so much blood wan?!!! You'll die of lack of blood ok! Don't know dont simply say.
Z: Eiyyeeerrr.. then it would be very messy right?
S: yeap.. you have to change the bed sheets and all..
Z: So troublesome..
I: Eh.. Can we do it on the floor?
Me: Huh? why?
I: Less troublesome.. no need to change bed sheet.. can just wipe off.. more convenient..

=.="

Loved at 6:27 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 5, 2007
I acted drunk.

First thing comes first.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO GRAEME YAP!

You are finally legal to drink, drive, smoke, have sex, go clubbing and watching 18sx movies! yay! =)

knowing you. you will never do any of those.. sigh.. -.-

The once fat-short-stupid-useless-ketua-tingkatan has now grown into a fine handsome smart young man and a lil gay touch la. wakakkaka. Not exactly gay la except the sweep-the-hair-to-the-side move and the

"eh eh.. see see.. the picture we took can see my double chin onot?"

line.. can't help it but I swear that was superb gay man!!

Don't know whats wrong with him and his double chin! I've got proves man..everytime take picture must cover chin.. wtf. =.="

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

Here.....

and hereeee...

But oh well.. typical Graeme. We still love you, xoxo, muacks muacks, heart you for who you are! =) <3

Still remember those childish days when I used to dislike him for his oh-ever-so-mulut-lazer and we fight over stupid things like how many leaves are there in a tree.. and calling him names like kawaii.. eiikkkkk...hahaha.. But now we get along quite well.. guess we all have grown up =p

Anyway.. Graeme came to my place to fetch me to have dinner along with Jolene, Alvin, KenJon, Fungie! Ate at this superb romantic place where they served western food. As usual la we all talked crap.. laughing our asses off at our own lame jokes and laughed like a drunk bitch.. June joined us much later and we all hung out at GC mamak.. I LOVE MI HIGH SKUL FWENS!! They are so much fun!

Thanks Graeme for sending me home and sorry to make everyone wait just now! hehe..

MELAWATIAN ROCKS!

*cheerssss*

Loved at 9:21 AM

♥ Monday, September 3, 2007
Back into one piece.

College started again today. Which means I won't be having anymore holidays until.... erk.. until god knows when la... *sobs* ='(
a long long long way down the road....
The ex called again at 5 this morning and we had a rather long talk on the phone.
He has been calling every morning since the break up.. In fact he didn't bother to call me this often when we were still together.. oh well.. I guess things change..
Went back to sleep at 6 and woke up at 8.30 to get ready for college.
Took me forever to drag myself out of bed and stonned in front of my closet thinking of what to wear... -.-"
Was running up and down the stairs so many times to search for the right clothes to wear.. phewww.. that was super duper tiring! If everyday liddat confirm no need to excercise to lose weight...

I'm feeling completely alright..The break up didn't actually put a hard impact on me rather than what I've expected.. I could finally feel myself getting back into pieces and moving on the right track.. =)

Loved at 3:21 AM

♥ Saturday, September 1, 2007
Growing up.

Went Maison on Merdeka's eve with Juney, Vern and met up with Hakim and a few other people.. Bumped in to Choo and Shawn that night. Seeing Choo in club is like
'O M G. Choo clubbing?!!!'

It is like saying Osama and Bush are getting married kinda thing...
aiyoo.. you get what I mean...

I had a jolly fun night!! Tho I felt a bit neglected cause Juney and Vern were too busy layaning each other.. -.- So I found something else better to do larh! Like dancing with a hawtie!! hehe. I swear to god he was superb good looking plus he daym layan..
And while I was enjoying myself with this hot stranger suddenly Vern pulled me out.. Daym potong stim ok. I know he meant good but I was ENJOYING MYSELF can or not??!!!!
I don't blame him. =)
I think he said something like

' What the hell are you doing?!'.

With my muke pissed I walked over to where Choo was stonning and the first thing he said was.

' Nice making out.'

=.="
WTF choo. Don't tell me you saw everything I did with the guy?!
So then I was left alone again cause the two love birds were too busy sucking each others face than to layan me. hak hak! =p

Oh btw. I lost my ID and my driving licence that night. Babi. Now I have to go through all the trouble to make a new one. Made a police report yesterday. =)
I want to dance again! Somebody please bring me out!!!

Meet up with Tsing Hsieh last night. Had a fun time chatting with her. Miss her so much! Was fun to see her again.. Bumped into Poh Yei and she joined in as well!
I'm feeling better after the breakup. =) I guess I don't miss it all that much after all.. hehe
I should grow up.

Loved at 3:07 AM