♥ Monday, April 16, 2007
Geting married.
Four smoking hawt chickas on the go.
Monday blues.
I hate Monday.
It gives me the feeling of starting everything from square one.
Journey from square one seem so far away.
I think Friday took a bloody slow coach to get me.
"oh my darling friday, what took you so long? Take me away from cold
misery. Save me from the eternal burning hell. Take away my burden and give me
more cash to go shopping."
okie. Pathetic la me.
Something keeps rewinding by itself in my head.
"I don't know why everyone around me is getting married
and having kids."
As a matter of fact, I'm barely 18 and still counting .
Can't live without my parents nagging at me 24/7 .
Not financially stable. Super rocky actually. I'm a full time broke-er.
I'm not ready to grow up.
Still an immature kid crying myself to sleep when I'm scared.
And people around, *ehem ehem* lemme repeat myself loud and clear, MY EX-SCHOOL MATES are getting married at the age of 17 and 18.
Why would you even wanna screw up your future like that?!
All of them had to get married because the girl is pregnant and they had no choice.
One of my DUMB girl friend actually made herself pregnant at the age of 17 and screwed high school just because she didn't want to break up with the boyfriend. what kinda bull is that?! It doesn't even worth half a penny man! okay, she is married now with a kid.
Wow! such a big achievement shes achieved! She has got a husband and a kid. And look what I've got? *rolls eye* I'm still a kid myself..Don't have a boyfriend.. and not even a single degree qualification. heh!
Speaking of a loser. Am I a bigger loser or is she the biggest loser?
Another case.
One of my once-close guy friend just got married few weeks ago. Guess why? D-uh.. so predicted. He made the bitch pregnant la. This time even worst.. the poor girl is only 14 years old and is already married. =.="
Seriously man.. that dude had to screw a 14 year old kid la.. and don't they even know how to practice safe sex?! I meant.. hello??!! condoms are invented for some fucking reason you know!! Next time.. learn to read the period wall and fuck on the right time of the month la!!!
Kids...
Next time, try rolling condoms on cucumber till you get real PROFESSIONAL before having sex....
I'm not saying I'm old and wise but I hope I don't do the same mistakes as they did.. I'm just not sure how some people living in this modern society can still do such thing, screwing up their future just like that. Life is a blardy long way ahead.
Having kids now = No life.
no difference.
I can't imagine going shopping with kids bugging and yelling .. "mommie, I want that doll!! I don't care!! "
*crys and throws a bitch fit*
uurrggghhh...I think if I kenot tahan.. I'll leave that kid there and buzz off.. Can't tolerate such nonsense attitude of those little devils..
See.. I'm not an ideal mom! At least, I'm not yet.
