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♥ Friday, April 27, 2007
Killing me.

3 more days till I'm quiting my teaching job for good.
I NEED MY LIFE BACK.
I can't take it no more. Kids love me. I know they do!
The problem is me. Teaching is just so not my thing you know.
Everytime I try to explain something, the kids just stares back and give me the oh-i'm-so-blur-you-can-go-eat-shit kinda face. Everytime I go..
"understand, people?"
"yessss.."

I doubt it la. I know they know that I know that they know .. erkkk.... hang on..OKAY!!.. see.. I don't even understand what I was trying to say! Let alone the kids.. Bottom line.. they don't even understand half of what I'm trying to explain. I'm a daym screwed up teacher. =.="

okay.. remember the bag I was crazy after the other day?
I've finally decided to go get it myself with my own money... I was in a daym good mood that morning.. traa-lalalal-lalala..
As soon as I stepped into the shop.
*BAMM*
The bag was gone! Sales over already sial.
Nevermind.. still got plan B.
Spotted this cute red bag at the other shop the other day.
So gonna get it.
I crossed my fingers praying hard that red thing was still there.
and when i walked into the shop
*BAMM BAMM BAMM*
GONE.

It was gone too..
No kidding.. I felt like killing myself.. so heartbreaking man.. even worst than a breakup.. for a moment I felt nothing else inside myself excpet for gravity itself.
oh great *rolls eyes* now I've gotta go hunt for a bag all over again.. tsk..

My recent favorite quote : " EIYER... SO CHINESE!"

Loved at 4:43 AM

♥ Friday, April 20, 2007
The day made me bounce.

* Jumping up and down like a jellybean maniac*

*bouncie. bouncie. bouncie*

*doink. doink.boinks. boinks*

Okie okie.. control it Mitch!!
I'm so high today and I bet you know why..
Cause....
It is finally FRIDAY.
Goshhhhh.. I so lurve FRIDAY.. Friday Freeday Flyday.. Fucketty fuck-ka Fun day!! See the 'F' word rhyms!!
Muahahaha..

No work. No kids. No noise. No need to wake up at 6 a.m!! No books!
HEAVEN... ahhhhhh..

Loved at 4:52 AM

♥ Monday, April 16, 2007
Geting married.

Four smoking hawt chickas on the go.

Monday blues.
I hate Monday.
It gives me the feeling of starting everything from square one.
Journey from square one seem so far away.
I think Friday took a bloody slow coach to get me.

"oh my darling friday, what took you so long? Take me away from cold
misery. Save me from the eternal burning hell. Take away my burden and give me
more cash to go shopping."

okie. Pathetic la me.

Something keeps rewinding by itself in my head.

"I don't know why everyone around me is getting married
and having kids."

As a matter of fact, I'm barely 18 and still counting .
Can't live without my parents nagging at me 24/7 .
Not financially stable. Super rocky actually. I'm a full time broke-er.
I'm not ready to grow up.
Still an immature kid crying myself to sleep when I'm scared.

And people around, *ehem ehem* lemme repeat myself loud and clear, MY EX-SCHOOL MATES are getting married at the age of 17 and 18.
Why would you even wanna screw up your future like that?!
All of them had to get married because the girl is pregnant and they had no choice.

One of my DUMB girl friend actually made herself pregnant at the age of 17 and screwed high school just because she didn't want to break up with the boyfriend. what kinda bull is that?! It doesn't even worth half a penny man! okay, she is married now with a kid.

Wow! such a big achievement shes achieved! She has got a husband and a kid. And look what I've got? *rolls eye* I'm still a kid myself..Don't have a boyfriend.. and not even a single degree qualification. heh!
Speaking of a loser. Am I a bigger loser or is she the biggest loser?

Another case.
One of my once-close guy friend just got married few weeks ago. Guess why? D-uh.. so predicted. He made the bitch pregnant la. This time even worst.. the poor girl is only 14 years old and is already married. =.="
Seriously man.. that dude had to screw a 14 year old kid la.. and don't they even know how to practice safe sex?! I meant.. hello??!! condoms are invented for some fucking reason you know!! Next time.. learn to read the period wall and fuck on the right time of the month la!!!

Kids...
Next time, try rolling condoms on cucumber till you get real PROFESSIONAL before having sex....

I'm not saying I'm old and wise but I hope I don't do the same mistakes as they did.. I'm just not sure how some people living in this modern society can still do such thing, screwing up their future just like that. Life is a blardy long way ahead.
Having kids now = No life.
no difference.
I can't imagine going shopping with kids bugging and yelling ..

"mommie, I want that doll!! I don't care!! "

*crys and throws a bitch fit*
uurrggghhh...I think if I kenot tahan.. I'll leave that kid there and buzz off.. Can't tolerate such nonsense attitude of those little devils..
See.. I'm not an ideal mom! At least, I'm not yet.

Loved at 2:38 AM

♥ Saturday, April 14, 2007
Flam. Erica turns 18.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ERICA TSING HSIEH !!!!!

Finally reached the legal age to drink, drive, smoke, have sex and go clubbing..hehe.. love you to bits babe.

The birthday girl celebrated her 18th birthday countdown at Flam, Sunway Pyramid.
The high school gang and all her Taylorians collegemates were invited.
Okay, so I'm not a college kid yet. Still bumming around doing nothing.
Right after work I terus rushed to Sunway.Tiring sial. Reached there bout 9.30 pm. Bought a serious shit last minute prezzie for the birthday girl.

We drank. Eat. Dance. Scream.Camwhore.
It is so weird when you go somewhere, you tend to only cling to the old friends and don't even give half a fug to make new ones. so yea..the party spilted into two. The Melawatians and the taylorians.

Johnny was a serious gone case after 5 raw. lol.. But insisted on driving us back. Thank god he didn't get all of us killed.

So we waited till 11.55pm and countdown for Erica's birthday. Someone ordered some flaming lambhorgine (how ever you spell it) for her and later on came a whole big chocolate cake which I didn't eat cause we had to rush back. sigh.

Left for home around 1.30 am.
Juney was so drunk and tipsy she couldn't walk straight and was talking so much until I had to tell her

" Juney, you better stop talking so much once you get in the house."

Loved at 7:08 PM

♥ Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Show me the money.. money..money

Ignore the pictures. Just felt like camwhoring. =p

So long since I last blogged. Mood-less.
Anyway.. when I say time flies, trust me. It seriously does!
At first I only wanted to work for 2 weeks and now I'm stuck working for a month!

One thing I hate terribly.

PEOPLE AROUND YOU JUST CAN'T STAND SEEING YOU EARNING MONEY!

heh! Just because I'm earning a tiny-winny-micro bit of cash doesn't mean I'm rich enough to buy you a humongous mansion, two Ferarri, pay for your kids lifetime education and support your father and mother okay!!! or even worst....

BELANJA YOU MAKAN.

All the blood suckers! Daym suck blood la...
Including my own mummy ... *dang*

" So you are earning big money now right?"
"urh.. not really wat.. not enough la.."
" U better pay me back the money I paid for your
driving license."
"what!!??.. but.. but..."
"Yea.. and you can GIVE US A TREAT TONIGHT. So I don't have to cook dinner."
*falls dead on ground* " WHAT!!!!!???" o.O

AND There goesssssssss..*poofff* MY HARD EARN COLD HARD CASH... Gone with the wind...
The evil mummy and the bunch of blood sucking friends bugging to belanja here and there. What they think I am? The god darn GOVERNMENT izzit?! eh hello human!! I'll belanja you if your parents pay all their taxes to me lar! Or even worst..

DO I LOOK LIKE A BLARDY RUMAH KEBAJIKAN TO YOU?

Huh?!! answer me human!!

Bottom line,
I'm just a poor money-less kid trying to earn my money and to save for the future.
I meant, who knows when you'll be needing the money right?
For example,
I might need the money to pay for your weeding ang paos in the future.. Hey! Who knows right? The future is not ours to see.. you might get married next year? next month or even better.. TOMORROW!!!

hehe.. =p
so yea.. If you want a small red packet with less cash in it, go ahead and bug me to belanja you makan la..

*cheersss*

Loved at 1:59 AM

♥ Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Emo kid.

My art work. On my high school desk. Memories.

This time, This place

Misused,Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there's just one left

'Cause you know,

you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up.

I guess I never really move on with life.

Thanks to Joanne. =]

Loved at 3:20 AM

♥ Sunday, April 1, 2007
The gang outing.

After putting much effort on planning an outing that seemed IMPOSSIBLE due to our own BUSY individual schedule and life style. We, (Jolene, Juney, Jin Ho and I) FINALLY hung out yesterday at Sunway Pyramid. And again Graeme, Tsing hsieh and Nina can't come.

As usual, I was late. Lets rewind and see..
*phone rings*
Opened my eyes. Stared at the alarm clock.*OMG* I jumped out of bed screaming!!!

"OH MY FUCKING GAWD!!! OMG OMG OMG!! I'm so fucking dead! I'm supposed to be at the fucking LRT station fucking NOW!!!"

*phone rings for the second time*

Juney :" Mich, are you leaving your house any soon? We are at the LRT platform already."
Me :" OMG juney!! I just woke up!!!"
Juney :" WHAT?! urh.. okay.."
( I bet she must be cursing me)
Me : " You think you guys can wait for me for a bit. I promise I'll be fast." (so muke tak malu summo can ask people to wait)
Juney :" Okay."

*hangs up*

Faster than the speed of lightning, I took my quick shower and dressed up so quickly that I can swear.. I've never gotten ready so fast in such short period of time in my whole entire life before!! alright alright.. I think I've over exagerrated.

A million apology to Jolene, Juney and Jin Ho for
making you guys waited for decades. My bad. I shall never forgive myself and slap myself senseless now.
=.="

So yea, We procced with our journey to Sunway pyramids that took almost forever and ever to reach. After having lunch and spending some quality time together, we then walked around the pyramids. And I have a conclusion to make.

SUNWAY PYRAMID IS THE MOST BORING-est-est-est PLACE EVER!!!

"Eh, I wonder how those people survive in this boring shopping mall?"
"Exactly!"
"Summo so many people. Wonder why they even come here."
" Yealor."

You know what? I think KLCC oso even better la ok. No offence. Heck! I think we walked around the whole shopping mall for more than 3 times! We were so bored that we walked into each and EVERY store we saw..

I think those sales girls see our face oso so sien until wanna vomit blood adi la.. So pai seh man!! walking into a shop a zillion times and walking out again.

Tho it was tiring. Me had fun!! Hanging out with them again brings back memories. Something hits me real hard, I have to learn and accept the fact that we are all growing up. And leading our own private lifes.

Loved at 9:46 PM