♥ Saturday, March 24, 2007
Destroying Myself
I'm feeling pregnant.
I meant literally pregnant.
I've been pigging out so much lately, it feels like I've just swallowed a whole god damn COW! Holly molly, my tummy feels bloated.
I shall cut off the food supply to my lil tummy. Do not NEGOTIATE with myself anymore.
Anyways, I just got home from Petaling Street.
Went there with Stephanie and Jacqueline for my second treatment to get my moles completely removed.
Now the three moles on my face looks terrible, horrible and vegetable! It should peel off within days and VOILA! Moles will be gone for good. =) *YAY!*
Sometimes I wonder what am I turning myself into. Am I just ruining myself without realising it? Why am I doing things that I know it is not right in the first place?
I can't seem to find an answer. Nil.
One day if I die, I shall not die of old age. But I'll die because of what I've done to my own body. I'm destroying my own body, eating it slowly from inside out.